Pain Inside

"Pain Inside"

From the very first time that I have read your name, saw your face, and witnessed your smile
You painted everything inside my head and I have been carrying the stains here in my heart
I am here to show you how much I cared about your feelings
Although, I cannot do anything to make you want me but there is, nothing you can do to stop me from wanting you
It might be too difficult to read your mind but I don’t mind any impediment as long as, in the end I am your marking point to start
I feel you are so insensitive who didn’t know how much you groaning my heart
However, I don’t mind keeping this annoying sence I have inside for only you can stop my heart from beating abnormally fast
Can’t you understand why I wanted so much to be on your arms? You are the only one I been longing for the only you who been hurting me where no one else did ever see
I hate your insensitivity, but, don’t ask me why I’m still here keeping you as mine because, even I, can’t explain the power you have deep within my frangible heart
I am tired of saying I love you because you knew whatever I said is true and I hate myself for loving you more than the words I know