You're My History

“You’re my History”

Is been awhile since the last time I enjoyed my love life, unexpectedly you come my way
I haven’t yet found any absolute reason but, I fall for you out of the blue without any clue
I started loving you the best way I know and give you everything I have with no hesitation
In addition, you disrupted my perplexed aching immortal broken heart
If I just want to make you think, I can easily move on, as if the way you do I will
On the other hand, is it something that you feel when you leave me with all this pain?
With your thoughtful reactions, I love you even more, more than you ever known, I will do
Simple but happy love life, is one thing I want to have with you, I know what I feel is true
I give all my love to you even with some pain; I keep the trill since from the beginning
I once said, I don’t fall to no one no more so easily, but I don’t know why I did fall for you
I have every reason to hide my emotions, but I can’t keep it secretly from you
I may be pretending to be happy in my present life without you by my side
However, how can you feel my loneliness inside while I am out of your sight?
You are the only one, who can fix my shattered and tortured bleeding heart
I am trying to be strong each time I am alone and thinking you are gone
Why can’t I forget you and I hate you for making me felt so blue without you
I hate you for letting me fall for you and then leave me alone in total pain
It is unfair for giving up on us without trying, without any reason is that we are done