Seriously

"Seriously"

When I open my eyes, I see no sunshine for raindrops playing
Sitting on top of my bed thinking, what if, at the moment I'm with you
I know this is something only can happen in between my dreams
... For you can't never be real, for magic only exists because of tricks
There are so many things I've planned and dreamed with you to share

Looking at the mirror I see myself reflection so alone in this lonely room
Looking outside through my window pane I saw natures crying
My vein starts shivering with no clue for me to explain why am in pain
I miss you my dear even if it is only an online thing, with no shame
I admit I fall deeply in love with you and I don't know since when

Our relationship is like one of the most exciting game for many others
Including the dreams that may someday we can be for real
But it is also unfair if only I willing to fight for what we try to build
For so many reasons, you and I started the wrong love from the beginning
However, trust me when I say, I will not give up on you and not today

Because my love for you is real through eternity if you let it be
I love you so dearly so stop hurting me and this is not funny
The silly games you loved to play is killing me for someone say
You're a sweet lover who loved many others, more than just me
So, what else can I do but still love you the way I know for only you