I Let You Go

dedicated to Djbea (girlfriend)

"I let You Go"

Is been for awhile since, i stay quite with what we call 'love life'
Searching for the right one, i think i don't have no chance
The pain from the past, is something i can't make it happen
Not again, and so i said, i can wait until i will see the right you
Then It happened like I'm in my dream when i read your name
With your unexpected messages that shakes my nerves
I know in my heart, i feel something that i can't easily explain
From the beginning, I thought, what i feel is out of your concern
Your constant messages, from simple hello to i like you
My lonely morning, turns into romantically exciting
But one day, when i woke up in the morning, things changed
All i want is to see you on my screen and hears you through my speaker
I haven't got any clue why i suddenly surrendered my feelings to you
When you said, "I love you" I didn't say no, but, "i love you too"
You have changed my life, it is something i haven't felt from any one
I felt I am ready to create our life together because i see you care
I fall for you, knowing you're the one i want until the end
Until one day, my regular morning i woke up crying
Because of surprised pain for you drop my feelings and hurt me
I cried day and night, totally lost because of pain deep within
But i have no one to share my words and emotions you bring
No one can totally feel my wounded and shuttered heart
I can't change things, however, even if i can, i wouldn't do
Because the love i have felt for you is real and true
But i didn't expect, after all, you made me feeling so blue
I found no reason for me to keep loving you, so i must let you go